After ktv-ing for so many years, today marks two breakthroughs.
One being that I’ve ktv-ed for three consecutive nights.
And second being the diversity of songs chosen and sung.
We sang songs in a total of 8 languages tonight.
English, Chinese, Cantonese, Hokkien, Japanese, Korean, Malay and Hindi.
I, myself, tried 7.
Kinda proud of myself. :p
Think this is the most I have ever gone.
Way to go girl!
I’m scared.
Words unspoken.
Thoughts kept.
Mind denies.
Caught Ghosts of Girlfriends Past earlier.
Thanks CY for the tix.
I kinda like the show.
Coz it was humourous and touchign at the same time.
But most importantly, coz certain word that were spoken or scenes resonated in my heart.
In the show, Connor Mead was saying to Sandra how she has to risk love and that love may hurt but the pain that comes with it will never compare to the regrets from walking away from love.
And Connor Mead was saying that because he has run away from it coz he was afraid of being hurt.
I feel for him as I was in that situation once.
Once, when I was so afraid that I gave up trying and let go.
If only I have held on a little longer and try a little harder, maybe things will all be different.
But of course, I do not know for sure.
But because of this regret, it had scarred me for years.
I felt the pain for years and even so at times now and so I agree with the words that Connor Mead said about the pain that comes with the regrets from walking away.
Coz it will always linger and stay there.
Of course, I didn’t try to mask that pain by being such a player like what Connor Mead does, instead I kinda close myself up.
But the similarity is of coure, we are both runnign away and hiding from the hurts or potential hurts.
The second part that got me agreeing was when Connor Mead was saying something liek you never really forget soembody and move on until you found somebody you care more.
I guess that’s the reason why i have not been 100% over everything despite the years.
I have moved on, but i have not been able to forget all about her totally.
I have yet to find that someone that I actually cared more than her.
I am finally Kayaking 1 Star certified!
What did i bring back?
Sunburnt skin, some bruises, the certificate and lotsa fun experiences.
The 2 day course has been loads of fun.
Totally enjoyed the course.
Even the capsize drill and rescue.
And a few of us were even taught 2Star and 3 Star stuffs.
Benefitted a lot from it.
Of course, we got to kayak out to view the city scene.
My first chance to see Singapore Flyer, Benjamin Sheares Bridge and Town at such an angle.
Really look forward to kayaking again and to go for the 2 Star course!
The Birthday present I got for myself this year.
Oakley Radiate
*yes, i know, my birthday is in september. :p
Thanks besties for the two day one night stay at Rasa Sentosa.
Though we didn’t get to travel overseas this time round, it still feel like a vacation.
It was good to be able to squeeze in a short vacation like this.
It was relaxing and fun.
Without having the laptop and HP with us and nobody can bother us.
The trip was memorable with the getting caught for swimming at 2am and the bubble bath we had where 3 of us had to queeze in one tiny bath tub.
It was all fun.
And how i wished it was longer.
Yes we gonna book the tickets for Bali k?
Love you girls and looking forward to the next trip with you all.
Just as I was shopping today, a thought of how the different labels that I go for are like the different friends I have.
Polo Ralph Lauren is like my best friend. One whom I have a long relationship with. One who understands me well and fits me exactly. She is always there when I needed her most. We don’t have to always be in touch, but I know when I am in trouble, she will always be there. Just like how the other day a button came off from my shirt, and I have to buy one, after visiting some other brands, I still return to Ralph Lauren and got soemthing that fits exactly and which I am comfortable in in like 5mins. She is always there, though sometimes I kinda fancy the newer “friends” or “brands” that I forgot about her, she is still standing there faithfully welcoming me back.
Lacoste is like my sports buddy or activity buddy. Someone that I’m comfortable with but the relationship is not as deep as to my best friend – Ralph Lauren. She is the person to look for when I wanna do something, just some activity. We don’t have to talk much in depth about our lives but we just do things together. We don’t have to impress one another with fanciful stuffs but we are down to basics. We are comfortable with that and I am not worried about how I may look in front of her.
Tommy Hifiger is like a friend for a season. When at one point of time, we are pretty close. She is the person I got to know and hit it off right away due to some common interest or reason. And so our friendship grew and I was kinda into her for a while. But after some time, I realise we don’t really have that much in common after all. And we are not suited to be life long friends. The topic kinda ran out and we kinda slacken in our contacts. I will still drop by once in a while to check on her but that is that.
Agnes b. is a newly made friends whom I have got to know. I have always admire her but we didn’t get a chance to really mee until one day the opportunity strikes. So being an excited child, I have been rather obsessed about her. Taking all opportunity to hang out with her. And I realise we like similar things and we can really get along. We are like close friend but not as close as that to the best friend. But it feels like the friendship may slacken soon. Liek it’s hard to maintain the friendship. After all, I am not one who is good at that.
Then there are those Korean online shops that I am currently into. They are like those net friends that I made. People whom I interact online but have yet to meet in person or touch. They have this sense of mystery that attracts you. And of course, on the internet, everything looks perfect and good. They are how you want them to be. Until the day where they proved to be lying from what they said. If they are as to what they claimed they are, the friendship will most likely remains. But once, there is a situation where it was proven that all that was spoken was a lie, then the friendship may be striked off immediately. Currently, they are still “fresh” and so I am still into them. Not so much of a disappointment yet and they still present uniqueness. But I know in my heart, the relationship will still not last long.
So that is it. My analogy of how my fav clothign labels are liek friends in my life.
I simply adore retro/ mambo.
In fact, more so than R&B or Hip Hop (i mean for clubbing).
Missed out on mambo on wed but made up for it at Yello Jello, the Retro Bar.
It was an impromptu visit.
And it was great.
I love it.
Mambo never fail to lift my spirits.
I had fun today.
Thanks to everyone!
I can still remember how years ago, I will go every week.
Joining in the movement and seeing those happy faces.
I miss that.
Now I am craving for mambo on wed.
Anyone?
I need to go once this holiday.
Please.
I have been having ice-cream in replacement of dinner for 3 nights in this week alone.
Häagen-Dazs, Ben & Jerry’s and The Daily Scoop.
Hmm i can sense the calories piling. :p
I am really a shopaholic.
Somebody please kidnapped my cards away from me.
I just bought another pair of Oakley Spectacle.
This is really a slap in the face as about a month ago, I just “scolded” my brother for spending so much on a specs.
See where am I now. :p
And I just headed for yet another session of manicure and pedicure.
But this time round it was so disappointing.
Not only was the spa not up to standard i feel.
The nail art was worst.
She promised to draw a skull, yet it turned out to be an octopus.
I’ve no idea how does that resembles a skull when to me and all the rest, it looks just like an octopus.
So now, instead of having a cool-looking skull, i’ve a few octopuses on my nails.
That’s really odd.:(
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