Agnès b. is having a sale now at Isetan.
Up to 70% off from 4 July-9 July.
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This sounds so tempting!!
Oh and HJ, is it too late to send my shopping list now?? :p
Ah in a mood for shopping!
Had my first camp on the job last weekend.
Though it was actually a recce trip for a camp.
I wouldn’t say it was fun as in “fun, but i guess it was a good break from all the work that we had.
In the sense that we gotta put down all we have on hands and just get out of the country to do research.
Yes it is still work, and more work has to be done after we got back, but at the moment, it was just about the trip, silly jokes and crazy laughters.
More camps coming up.
One in July and another in August.
Hopefully i’ll be able to survive and enjoy them.
It has been so long since i last blogged.
I even forgot my password and gotta reset it. :p
Well life has been really busy.
Work is really hectic.
I used the word “is” coz it is still very hectic.
Many new experiences, encounters as well as responsibilities.
Abit overwhelming actually.
People have been asking whether am i very stressed.
Seriously, I’m kept so busy that i didn’t even have the time to stop and feel the stress.
Perhaps that is a good thing.
Dad even came to ask me whether i was unhappy at work and wanted to help in applying for transfer if i was.
But after giving it a though, i realised i wasn’t unhappy.
In fact, i kinda like being here.
Though it was a little disappointing when i didn’t get the group of my choice and was assigned another which no one could imagine me in.
Life is just so unexpected and interesting.
Today marked my last day of freedom before i plunge full-fledged into my work.
And 3 years of my life get sold away.
Fear surpasses excitement.
Not knowing if i can cope and do well.
And simply can’t imagine how my life will be like from tomorrow onwards.
3 months alone have changed me, what about 3 years?
I guess only time will tell.
I am a happy kid lately!
Been shopping a lot this past month and the phenomenon seems to be continuing.
Blew off my budget last month and i think i’m gonna blow off the one this month too. :p
Anyway i’ve finally bought my agnès b. bag! And went back to get their scarf too!
See, i just can’t control my desires and my fickle-mindedness is simply causing me the extra trips.
Poor friends had to listen to my whining and justification for buying or not-buying and of course the travelling.
Sorry girls and thanks for enduring and bearing with me!
Shopping just makes me happy!
New clothes, new scarfs, new bag and new pyjamas even! Yayy!
Happy me!
Oh man, i think i need to add in a “bimbo” category! :p
I love reading Tuesday with Morrie.
It has been my favorite among the three.
This is one of the rare fiction (is it fiction?) books i’ve read from cover to cover in my entire life.
Paticularly like what was discussed in one of the tuesday - Emotions.
I love books that talk about emotions.
Anyway in the book, Morrie mentioned about detaching oneself from an experience.
And by that, he continues to say how one can truly detach is by letting the experience penetrate you.
So if you are facing any emotions, then you just face the emotions and allow it to penetrate you instead of running away.
By running away, the real issue behind the emotion wil still be there.
Hence, what is important it is to face it and fight it.
Go through the emotion, recognize and understand it.
Once you can recognize the emotion, then you will not be afraid of it anymore.
And by then you will then be able to reign over the emotion not let it control you.
Have been rather quiet over here lately.
Not been updating coz life has been rather alright.
Normal i guess.
No significant ups or downs.
Maybe like what MQ said, no news = good news.
Yea so it’s good i guess.
As compared to the last time i posted, i’m so much better now.
Was abit troubled initially but now all has been sorted out so thigns are back on track.
I guess i’m being emo at that time to hear of people leaving or distancing.
And to face people i myself want to distance away.
To come back to the point where things get entangled again.
But now things have been fine.
I guess the hols helped abit.
Plus all the retail therapy and drama-therapy.
I sound so bimbotic with these 2 posts but who cares.
Anyway thanks to all who showed concern coz i’m really fine now!
I’ve finally chopped it all off!
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After much procrastination, i’ve finally cut my hair.
Ok the last time i went was only 1 month ago.
Wanting a change and to commemorate the end of prac, i permed and dyed my hair copper red.
Didn;t really cut much at that time.
And initially it was all ok.
Until i realised how dry my precious hair has turned into.
Sobs! Screams! My precious!
Not forgetting how difficult it is to manage.
Initially i thought it will be easier to style with permed hair but i was way wrong.
Bad hair days become a normality and it was depressing.
So finally today, with an impromtu appointment, i went down to chop it all off and tried to restore my cuticles.
All the stupid curls.
argh!
Please my friends, stop me if i said i’m gonna perm my hair again ok.
Please stop all my crazy ideas.
Remind me to protect my hair.
So not in the mood.
The dark days seem to be returning.
I think one of my greatest problem is the fear of stepping across from friendship to romantic relationship.
To me, i have always maintained my position that i will not date my friends.
People that i have known for some time and whom i cherished as friends.
Though at times i may falter but i will still draw my line clearly to avoid stepping over.
To me, the fear of losing the friendship is so great that it just deter me from wanting to take another step ahead despite of how i may feel.
Rejection alone may be ok but losing the kind of bond that was initially shared will be too big a loss.
A friendship is for life but a relationship may not.
So what if things are ok initially but one day everyday may just collapse and again the friendship may be jeopardized.
I guess for me, it’s hard to be friends with exes even though i would very much love to do so.
But it really takes time for both parties to be prepared emotionally.
And i always feel that there will be a crack somewhere and things will just not be like what it used to be.
I guess histroy left a scar in me and now i’m handicapped with this.
But the question now is how do we begin a relationship without friendship, unless it’s just a lust of the eyes.
All relationship starts off from friendship isn’t it?
See, now that’s why i said it is a problem.
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