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At work, what really question me is who can i trust?
Colleagues kept reminding me that not everyone can be trusted.
Not forgetting reminders from friends who said that i trust people too easily.
Many a times i felt compelled to tell the truth coz i wanna reciprocate the sharings.
Yet the question, “can the person really be trusted?”, kept resounding in my head.
Am i exposing myself to potential risk if i do so?
So all this while, i’ve adopted the “Don’t ask, don’t tell” policy.
Yet many a times, i felt like a hypocrite.
But this is what my job requires me to be and to me, i have no choice.
Recently, i was being asked the question by a colleague and i admitted.
However, i began to consider what if it is the management to ask the same question, then how should i answer?
Should i be truthful about it?
Even after hearing about a friend’s encounter and the consequences it brings?
I have always been curious how the rest of the colleagues are able to balance their work and private life.
How can i do so and at the same time be comfortable with the distinction between the two.
“Sometimes you just have to take a step back in order to move forward!”
Gaydar ringing at work.
Both ways, it seems.
“No matter what the rest says, always follow your heart!”
Sometimes it is not about possession, i guess.
So many things to consider.
Many a times, it is more than just about yourself or another.
But it involves so many other parties and so many things.
Talks about love being holding on to the one you love despite knowing there are troubles ahead or knowing the difficulties the other party will face.
Or is it about letting the one you love go for a better future?
Been feeling upset over work lately.
Disappointments, frustrations, confusion.
I’m beginning to understand why the percentage of people having depression in my line of work is one of the highest.
I’m so afraid that i may one day come to hate my job.
Saturday night spent at home can be nice too.
Don’t really need to party or a big crowd to spend a Saturday.
A night spend with the family can be nice too.
Blissful and loved.
Daddy and Mummy have been cute too.
Knowing how i have ben feeling stressed out at home, they literally drag me out of home for a nice dinner.
And Dad took me for a ride.
Which i love.
Taking a ride, looking at the scenary, embracing the night and feeling the wind.
Thay are just a perfect way to destress.
Once again, it proves to me that i can spend a Saturday night at home
Monday is gonna be a scary day!
Can foresee trouble coming.
Please pray for me.
The more things i heard, the more i’m afraid of returning.
As the days past, i start being emotionally attached.
Which is bad for my career.
And i didn’t really mind staying.
But, words came flying around and it kinda scare me to stay at that place.
Why is it that everytime when you start making a decision, things change.
Then you gotta review that decision and have to change everything again.
I have finally met some angels over at work.
They made my day so much easier.
Thank God for them.
Hopefully they will not become fallen angel and start having horns jutting out.
Pray hard!
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