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Another goodbye yesterday.
In this past 4 months, i have said my goodbyes to 3 friends.
Coincidentally, all three of them have J as their initial.
One to Australia to study, one to japan for work and my bestie left for Switzerland yesterday for work too!
Over the years, i’ve to send more and more friends off to other countries for work or studies.
Now i can really see what it means to be a “globalised” world.
A world without borders.
Thank God for technology that we can still keep in contact despite the distance.
Hey gal,
一个人在外千万要小心和照顾自己!
我们在这里永远支持你!
Love ya gal, will definitely miss you lots over here!
Please take good care!
Anytime you need anything, don’t hesistate to call back home k.
We’re always here for you!
Today has been such a shitty day.
The curse of the 18th and 19th is back to haunt.
A date so familiar and so full of hurts.
And the fate of it is now back to haunt.
What a day it has been for me today.
Found money missing the first thing in the morning.
Was do disappointed how this could happen at work.
Failed to be launched off the zipline in the afternoon.
I still can’t overcome my fear of it.
Came back with nose bleeding and a throbbing headache.
This has really been a day of disappointments.
Disappointed with the workplace and even myself.
Ok i’m just emo.
18th and 19th are always my emo days.
And it reminds me once again of the day and her.
I’ll be doing what i fear and hate the most tml again.
ZIPLINE!
It just won’t stop haunting me!
Tml will be the practice lauch while sat will be the actual launch again.
I hate this man.
It’s like i’m given a choice but yet i can’t really make my own choice at the same time.
I guess this is reality.
Sometimes you just can’t do/ have to do what you want/ what you don’t want.
Especially when it concerns your performance at work.
Prior to that, i’ve no idea that part of my job scope will involve this.
I guess that’s the amazing part of my job.
That it may just involves anything and everything. (no pun intended)
It is sometimes so scary to see how one person can resemble another so much.
Especially if that is a person who used to mean a lot.
Previously, all i wanna do is to forget about this person.
But now, i am constantly reminded of her because of the resemblence another carries.
Then you start to question whether what i felt for this person is really for the person or for the person she resembles.
But i guess it doesn’t really matters or does it?
It has been such a luxury and enjoyment being able to chill out on a Monday night.
Hanging out with a bunch of cool colleagues, lying on the sofa couch, sipping drinks and laughing at anything under the stars.
With nothing about work in mind, for once.
Some interesting conversation from the instructor course.
- “Am i on belay?” turns into “Am i being laid?”
- “I’m gonna hook you up” (actually referring to the karabiner/ harness)
- “I’m gonna screw you” (actually referring to locking the karabiner)
It has been a very special birthday this year.
My birthday was spent at Labrador Adventure Centre.
Lotsa laughters, lotsa sweat and lotsa tears.
Having to challenge my phobia of height and my fears on my birthday itself.
I gotta admit there was this tinge of regret of being there instead of celebrating my birthday or partying.
Especially when i was up there at the challenge pole and zipline.
I was about to freak out and faint when i’m at the zipline.
Took so long to finally be launched.
Eventually i completed all of them.
But i still hate the zipline.
And the worst part was i gotta do that again to get the license.
Frankly speaking, i really don’t know if i really want to go through that frightening experience again or whether i want the license.
And what’s even worse is that if i get the license, i gotta do that again and again and again and that feeling sucks.
I hate zipline.
Who invented it?? argh!
Why people like sliding off a 4/5 storey building?
I simply don’t get it.
To me, it feels like commiting suicide.
I hate the feeling of plunging.
But anway apart from the zipline experience, i was glad i was there for the course.
Being with my colleagues cum friends made the whole experience so fun.
And learning how to setup all the elements and having to go through them helps to challenge and enrich myself a little further.
I was really blessed with this group of colleagues and friends and also the course.
Everyone really took care of me and i feel so loved.
Oh and they went through the hassle to celebrate my birthday in the midst of the course too.
I really didn’t expect it.
2 birthday cakes and an Oakley shades plus lotsa love and encouragement.
I’ve been so loved and pampered.
I’m back from camp.
Conquered another mountain. That makes 2 in the list.
But seriously, i don’t really like climbing mountain. :p
Can i decline the next time?
Today is the only day of rest before i’m out for another 5 days.
The next 5 day gonna be a real challenge to me.
Doing thigns i’ve never tried before.
Doing things i never thought i will be able to do.
Doing things that i’m afraid of.
It’s really about conquering my mind and body.
Wish me luck guys.
Will update if i am still alive after that. :p


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