Everytime I feel we’re moving 1 step forward, then things will happen and I will feel like shit.

Certain things I just can’t get out of my mind.

And I know, we may never have a future.

But I just simply can’t seem to let go.

It’s hard.

And I know this is unhealthy.

But I really don’t know what to do now.

This is self-torture i guess.