You are currently browsing the category archive for the 'Random' category.
Everytime I feel we’re moving 1 step forward, then things will happen and I will feel like shit.
Certain things I just can’t get out of my mind.
And I know, we may never have a future.
But I just simply can’t seem to let go.
It’s hard.
And I know this is unhealthy.
But I really don’t know what to do now.
This is self-torture i guess.
I’m feeling a little down today.
Emo-ing.
Lotsa emotions and thoughts.
But yet don’t know how to express.
Penned up emotions.
Alright so confirmed 3 trips in the month of November and December.
3 countries in total.
I guess, that breaks my record.
Have never really travelled to so many countries in 1 month and is feeling real excited about it.
Vietnam, Taiwan and Bintan.
Wait for me!
I’m coming!
Certain aspect of life is still confusing.
I guess it may have gotten worse.
It just that I choose to ignore the confusion.
I know it’s bad but it’s pretty hard to steer off and move on.
And that also explains why my emotions can move up and down.
But a good thing is work is so busy now, that I hardly have the time to think about things and so I don’t get that much affected now.
Keyword is “Much”, so yep at times I still do. :p
Hi folks, it’s been some time since I last updated.
Life is still as busy.
Ups and downs, like a rollercoaster.
Good times and bad times.
One moment, I feel high up in the sky, the next totally stressed out.
Today stress level was at 80%.
Gotta shut the world out by blasting music on my ear phone to keep me from snapping at others.
But when all is done, it felt like a heavy stone was lifted off my chest.
Things seem to be almost done by now, before the next thing arrives again.
But hopefully, I can catch a breather for 2 days. *prays hard*
Funny and terrible thing happened.
Funny coz it was a foolish act and terrible coz it could have landed us in even more trouble.
Thank God for the grace upon us.
If not, I really don’t know how our future will be like.
Currently, still not totally out of trouble yet, so gotta continue to pray for it.
I think I have gotten quite zen about shit happening to me.
Coz it seems like every day or every week, theres bound to be some trouble that happen.
And if I didn’t learn to be zen about it, I would have gotten crazy and joined my fellow colleagues who are now residing in IMH.
This is just an occupation where you are supposed to be perfect but the problem lies in the fact that there is no perfection in life.
Hence, you can never be perfect or good enough in your job.
So yep, I’ve grown accustomed to that.
Finally finalised on the trips.
Tickets booked.
And confirmed going.
Point of no return.
Month of December will be a fruitful one.
It will be a much-needed trip.
Look forward to it.
To get away from everything.
French Film Festival is currently on.
Bought tickets for 6 of the movies.
So far, watched 3.
And all of them have nudity and bizarre relationship.
Which makes me wonder are all french like that? :p
Learnt a few french words too.
And is having fun with it.
“The past and future are irrelevant, the moment is everything.”
Head in the Clouds
I can’t believe the holiday is ending.
Did not have a break at all.
Whole week was spent on work.
Not a single day of rest.
I miss daydreaming. :p
Where I am able to enter into another realm of imagined realities.
And just lose myself in it.
I miss a real holiday!
It was a happy day yesterday.
Something I haven’t been feeling for a while.
The day started with me being able to clear my markings and return to the kids just on time.
Had a great start to the lesson with my favorite kids.
You-tubed during the break and fell in love with some new canto pop songs.
Had another remedial and was glad I made the kid clearer about the things she was previusly unclear about.
Went over to R’s place, planning to get a nap but my mind was way to ative to sleep.
Collected her car and went hoe to pick the little one.
Finslly the ice broke and we were running aroung and playing with the little one.
And people question whether is there one or two kids (coz i;m like the other one).
Played with the camera and it was fun taking pictures of the night.
Went to Canele for dinner and dessert as a birthday treat from the girls.
Thanks!
Head over to Blooie’s for drinks before retiring back to R’s.
The whole I was in a hyper mood.
Feeling pretty light and happy.
Wasn’t even affected by certain things.
I realised I have learnt to take certain things more lightly.
And i’m proud that I didn’t shed a single tear the whole week.
Yayy! 
Recent Comments